15th of January 2009. Thursday.

15th of January 2009. Thursday.

It’s getting colder by the day. If only the days would permit, I’ll cuddle myself under a cozy blanket the entire day. But that would be unhealthy isn’t it? that and I don’t have the cozy blanket to begin with.

As these thoughts started forming in my mind, I was comforting myself with handfuls of M&M’s Peanuts. I used to favor the plain ones over the peanuts before but after seven months of beeing M&M’s free, the plains just don’t appeal to me as much anymore. I guess even then I loved the peanuts over the plain ones and just couldn’t admit that fact in belief that I’ll have less tendencies of breaking out with pimples if I avoid the nutty ones. But it don’t turn out that way; it never did. Plain or peanuts, I’m bound to breakout either ways.  So… why am I indulging on these babies given the routine? Well, two days ago I started caring a little less. Then yesterday I cared more less. Today, let’s just say I stopped caring all together. That time of the month is approaching near and it’s very difficult to control the urge for sweets. Like the breakout routine, I can’t help but submit completely to the rule of the sweets. It’s the hormones honey. That makes my monthly routine x2. Now I’m having my second cup of coffee for the day. Chocolates and coffee… what a sinful way of leisurely spending the day away.

Monday is just four days away. I can’t exactly summarize my feelings in one word. But you know that cold feet they’re referring to? I guess I’m not exempted from it either.hehehe